The Pregnancy Diary

Since I announced the pregnancy news through my new blog, most of my posts have been about it. I do want to write about other things but right now this is a major part of my life. That’s why I have dedicated this blog only about my experiences during this time and in coming future. Even later when I have the baby, there will be lots of posts about the baby (probably more than about myself), but then again the baby will be the major thread of my life then.

Anyways, as the first paragraph suggests, this post is going to be about my pregnancy history and some of the highlight days as such :-)

• The day I took my pregnancy test and it turned out to be positive.

Although I have tested at home but I don’t know why I didn’t really believe in such a test and took a doctor's appointment for the same day.  There was no limit to my joy when the doctor confirmed it. It was an unbelievable moment for us. I was elated. Totally…feeling the heavens, we both jumped up and down knowing that we are soon going to be Mom and Dad. I was so-excited and at the same time worried. Worried whether I'll be able to handle the whole thing and the responsibility of a small baby dependent on me for everything. I was just blank.....I really don't know how I supposed to react. We were waiting for this moment from last few months still I was like oh its true?

I have fluctuated between confidence and doubts for all these past 5months and I'm sure it'll go on for the rest of the days or more. Anyways we announced it to both side parents as soon as we got it confirmed from the doctor (with a clause that it be kept secret until 3 months from the rest of the relatives) and family is so excited from my side family it will be first grand child so everyone is so excited and just counting the days.